weird dream...

there she was, just like i had remembered...

only this time she was teasing, running, resisting...




all culminating in a single moment, where she pulled me against her and the wall... and all was right.

then i woke up.

bad start for the day.

even as sick, twisted, and self-hating as it may be... after all i know, i still want things to be the way they were. time solves nothing. :(