one big fucking disappointment...

im really starting to believe that im worthless.

really, i am. i work a bullshit job, i don't do well in school, im constantly depressed, and the one thing i want- i cant have.

work is just blegh... no direction, no point. i have far too much ambition to sit on my ass all day.

while i got an a in one class, i got a fucking c+ in comparative politics... thats a goddamned tragedy. seriously, i worked my ass off... theres NO WAY IN HELL i should have anything less than an a.

and the one thing... kiddos, you all know who it is... and its unfortunate, eh?