aaaah, motivation to post.

nothing like good old fasioned frustration to get the blogging juices flowing.

tonight, an argument over a principle- and it ends in a standoff. i've been given permission to use the 'you're being fucking ridiculous' line, but i dont like to. i was ready to let it go until a simple childish act throttled me. fuck, why do i have to take being walked over? its kinda like i was warned- she can take things too far, and she certianly has in this case.

fuck, i just wish we could go back a few hours and i could leave the room before she decided to disregard my feelings.

sigh.

what updates?

fuck yo updates! life's been too good/busy to waste time here. hah!