Time to move on.

I've dreaded this point of my life ever since I first found out it existed. I've avoided moving on from being young about as long as I can... I can't say fuckit and go back to school ever again- I'm stuck.

Not that I don't love my fiancee and find ways to enjoy what I've got, its just that what I had... I miss very much. Never having the opportunity to be a career student ever again pisses me off, and I really hate that I'm stuck working.

Hopefully I can get over it... I just wish I could put it off for a few... more... years.